so on my way home from chrystals tonight it was raining.. then it stopped.. then, i swear to god i was driving with NO rainfall, yet a few feet up ahead i could see it literally pouring buckets.. while i was driving in complete dryness.. then of course i hit the insanity, but it was just so weird.. to see the rain up ahead but to not actually be hit by it.. ive never experienced that before.. so weird.

so i just got back from chrystals.. i had plans to hang out with her and kerry tonight.. when me and kerry pulled up to their apartment where we were meeting her, we went inside and there was like maddness going on.. chris was having friends over.. it was so strange seeing so many people in their apt.. weird. but so yeah then we were begged to make a liquor run, seeing as only me and chrystal can buy.. so we did. we were then begged to leave the apartment so chris could be alone with his friends (he hates us.. sigh..) so the 3 of us went on a walk.. it was so dark. we had a flashlight. we started creeping down this wicked dark road with no lights, thought we saw someone in the woods and literally ran screaming back up the street.. we then decided to stick to lit streets.. we then ventured into a trailor park where we decided it wouldnt be sooo bad to live in one, talked about living in louisiana, and ended our walk with sprinkler fun. word up. we were afraid we'd be coming back to gay naked twister, but we were in the clear. thank god. then chrystal decided to get drunk. she was so wrecked. she was wicked funny. holy jesus. cant even get into it. i cant talk about so much it seems for fear of incriminating myself and others.. what has my life turned into anyway?? oh yeah.. and chris finally got drunk. i am so happy. it was great. rollercoaster fun :) i had such a great night.. i love my friends to death. they are the funnest. no joke.

i realized im kinda happy cuz i dont doubt my friendships.. granted, i dont have many friends, but the ones i have i love to death.. and the thing though, is that i know the feeling is mutual... which is so comforting cuz i used to always doubt my friendships.. like all throughout highschool and the begining of college.. it sucked.. thinking people didnt actually wanna be my friend.. but i know the friends i have now do (for the most part) and i love that i know that and feel so comfortable around them. im happy. usually. too bad im a weirdo..

so katie updated her page. it kinda made me smile cuz i feel as though it was cuz of me. what a lovely influence i have on people. or not. whatever. she added a link to the "trons" page again.. aww bridget how i miss you.. sigh. yeah.. email me if you have questions about art classes.. but my advice will probably be to take any and all of them.

i am so tired.. i didnt sleep much last night. i am sleeping until forever tomorrow.. until i need to work that is.. then kerry will come over for some stalker fun.. i mean.. heh shes such a geek i love her.

so my car sucks and i am having the worst luck with it.. and its costing me so much money.. lets just see how so..

1. i needed to buy a new battery ($50)
2. that wasnt the problem, it was the alternator ($168)
3. speeding ticket ($135)
4. headlights died ($25)
5. crashed into retard who sucked.. broke my blinker.. not yet fixed.
6. flat tire.. need to replace spare.
7. newest addition.. my passenger side windsheild wiper decided to die today. yes.

and thats all just since the start of the summer.. plus theres the $500 i just paid for insurance.. and all the money on gas ive spent this summer.. jesus i suck. it is depressing me greatly. sigh. i have the worst luck.

ive gotta go before something blows up on me.

so many updates, so little time.

love michelle

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