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so i need to still work on lots of things about myself that suck. and i am so sorry that it hurts both myself and others, because that really isnt the intent. i am trying. i really am. but its hard. and i just want to be normal. and have everything be normal. but that just seems so far away. brians right.. i really do need to lighten up.. if only it were that easy. some day. hopefully..
me and lauren talked lots last night. it was great. i love her. shes the best. i really really do need to see her more. i always say that, and i always mean it, but it never really happens.. this summer though, its a must. we will get drunk together (!) heh.
i am so hungry. the caf was doing weird things this morning, therefore, i got no brunch. therefore, i am starving. sigh. and i need to work 5-10 and study for a bio test at some point. yay.. i just finished my lab report though so thats a plus.
oh.. happy birthday mikey. not that he reads this. i will need to see him tonight to beat him. :) alright im done. goodnight.
love michelle
ps.. its like 2:30 in the afternoon.. goodnight?? what the hell..