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4.26.01 10.42am
i am confused by the fact that the font size options are now 7, 9, 11, 16, etc, whereas theyre supposed to be 8, 10, 12, 14, 16 etc... strange... what is happening? anyway.. i am bored.. and i have a lot going on in my head, and in my heart i guess, and it hurts and i guess id like to talk about it as much as possible.. ive been trying that a lot lately.. that whole talking about my feelings thing.. brian has been helping me. and i appreciate it. speaking of brian, we are no longer together.. well.. not that i ever even wrote on here that we were, because i sorta havent written on here at all lately.. but yes, we arent together anymore. and this is what is hurting me. it hurts me even more because i know that logically it all makes perfect sense. we wouldnt have worked together, i know. we didn't really have a boyfriend/girlfriend relationship, i know. but it still doesn't make the pain go away. i am so thankful that we are still friends, and that it ended before anything happened that would have caused us to not be able to be friends, because he is really important to me.

**ummm... the rest of this entry apparently got eaten by a monster of some sorts... as did one or two other entries i had made in april.. interesting.. i guess you should have already read it**

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