yo. man, i've done an awful job of writing stuff lately.. i suck.. but its okay because the way i see it, it is not a big deal.. i mean, nothing i write is ever really of relevance and i know nobody cares. its usually nothing interesting.. just me being dumb and bored.. nothing more.. and i know its pointless and no fun to read, so no big deal.. i mean, i am not one of those people who keeps a "journal" online, where you actually get a sense of who the person is by reading their entries.. where you can truely understand the person.. where they go deep into their minds and reveal all kinds of personal (ie, interesting) things about themselves and their views on life etc.. i could never do such a thing.. put all my very personal thoughts and feelings up on the internet where anyone and everyone could read them, and could know what im really thinking.. god no.. i dont even let many of my friends experience that, nevemind tons of random people. i could never.. so in a way i kind of admire people who can.. like they are *that* comfortable that they can do such a thing. its scary if you think about it. blah.. anyway.. i am a weirdo.. what am i talking about..

hmmm.. me and megan are getting scary. i think we read each others minds sometimes. we're like an old married couple or something. ha. yikes. yeah.. we are going to be livivng together again come tomorrow.. i hope all goes well.. you know, it gets hard being around the same person *all* the time. i mean, dont get me wrong, i love megan to death, i truely do, and i couldnt ask for a better friend, but at times, we can really piss eachother off.. which i guess can only be expected when you put two pretty short tempered people who are constantly together into a VERY small room.. mmhmm.. but it will work out. it has the past 4 semesters :) and hopefully we will have an apartment (with our own rooms!!) come the winter.. so yay. yes. i have a headache.

i almost died twice tonight. and im not just saying that this time. i really almost did. sometimes i really hate driving. people are really bad at it.

so yeah i dont feel like writing any more. i just wanted to write something before i went to school (which is happening tomorrow, in case people missed that).. so yes.. i dont know how often ill update this at school, or what my computer life will be like at all.. i dont know if ill have aim, but ill most likely have access to my aol mail.. so email me dammit.. like, honestly.. i get really excited about checking my email at school (so, i'm a dork, whats it to you?), and its not fun to go to the computer lab to check your mail and have NONE.. so make me feel loved.. please.. so on that note, wish me luck in the moving in process and the first few days of a new semester... how fun.. now goodnight..

love michelle

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