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so i wrote that other stuff earilier but didnt have a chance to upload.. since then i got an email from brian.. i guess in some weird way it helped. a little. in some ways.. in other ways, not so much.. i actually dont really know how i feel about it.. what else is new.. i still want to talk to mike.. i need to figure things out.. i really do miss him.. a lot.
i just want to be happy.. why is this so god damn hard.
speaking of god.. rich told me i should come see him preach some time.. that amused me... just picture it. ha.
i dont want to be mad anymore.. i dont want to be angry anymore.. i really dont..
anyway.. i got my new car... i like it lots.. yeah..
this isnt working.. i dont feel like writing anything else.. goodnight.
.. no you cant come over now.. the house aint neat.. my rooms a mess..