i also "met" brians new girl.. shes cute.. and she seems nice.. and he seems happy.. im glad for them.. i guess.. i just wish that i didnt have to hurt so much in the process.. and i wish that i didnt have to lose what i thought was a good friend.. i wish that me and brian were still friends.. we pretend we are, but in reality we really arent at all.. if it werent for mike, im sure we wouldnt even communicate.. hell, we hardly do now even when we're hanging out.. and when we do, its not wonderful at all and it hurts and really makes me question why we even pretend when its obvious.. and that makes me so very sad because i had thought that we were friends, i really did.. he was so important to me.. i guess i didnt know what i was talking about.. i guess i was wrong.. friends shouldnt treat you bad and make you feel like crap all the time.. 

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