wow.. so i was pretty freaking miserable in my last update.. i guess i just wanted to NOT have that be the thing that everyone opens up to and wants to shoot themselves in the foot because of me.. i am a big ball of mood swings today. it sucks a lot.. but ill deal. i just want it to go away.. but oh well..

so right now i am just sitting here waiting to go online cuz i.. well, i dont know exactly what im gonna do.. but my hopes are that im gonna try and find a new job.. i dont exactly know how to go about doing so.. but im gonna try looking online cuz thats the most accesable thing to me as of right now.. my parents suggested that i pick up a metrowest newspaper at work tomorrow and look through the help wanted section... sometimes my parents are so freaking smart :) but yeah i think if online fails im gonna go with that.. i need to leave the world of stop and shop... asap.

so my dad managed to get me mad paranoid.. now that the whole west nile epidemic is pretty much over, why not just mention the fact that they just announced today that theres yet ANOTHER disease that can be gotten from stupid mosquitos.. apparently they have found some mosquitos carrying ensepholitus (sp?!?!).. which is apparently a sleeping disease... which can apparently KILL you.. and to make us all sleep tight at night, these mosquitos were apparently found in, you guessed it, my homeland of hyde park. EXCELLENT. like a dont have 40 million mosquito bites. help me.. im gonna die..

ummm... i am listening to my mp3s.. then i realize i am listening to buddy holly... when did this get here? wow am i confused.. wait.. i think the whole cd is on here.. what the hell is going on.. man.. why must i be a computer moron..

oh my goodness im gonna pee my pants... wicked bad.. i need to go..

love michelle

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