wow... im updating before midnight.. insanity i tell you.

i got my new glasses today. i love them. i look so smart. yeah. i am so beyond incognito though. its kinda funny. my friend sarah came into work today and she was like oh my goodness michelle!! yeah that story sucked, but whatever. deal.

i have never been closer to walking out on my job than i was yesterday. dead serious. so freaking close. i almost cried at work. i suck. the only reason i didnt walk out was cuz of mark. if he was a jerk like everyone else there id have been gone, but instead he is the nicest person that has ever existed, so i stayed for fear of screwing him over. arent i sweet. oh yes. he really is the nicest person youll ever meet. no joke. he needs a nice girl.

im talking to brian. its kinda nice. things really seem like theyre heading in a good direction. im really feeling comfortable talking to him again. and hes not being a jerk. bonus points for that. even though its still only online talking and thats not really comparable to actual interaction, but its a good start. 

i need to pee. i dont know why i do this to myself. the other day i got a ride to work with this girl ellen and i had to pee wicked bad. so bad that i could hardly walk into stop and shop when we got there. i proceeded to pee for 53 seconds. yes, i timed myself. and yes, i beat my old record. word.

i havent seen chrystal or chris in so long. the last time i saw them they werent doing so well. i hope they are okay. i miss them both. oh yay!! we are going away next weekend! how exciting!! i would still like to at least see chrystal at some point before then. i miss her. 

isnt it weird when two people on your buddy list sign on or off almost simultaniously.. like.. they dont know each other at all, or have any interaction with each other, and to think that theyre in two very different places, but doing the exact same thing at the exact same time just kinda freaks me out. maybe im weird. whatever.

hanging out with kerry time is occuring tomorrow. word. im pretty happy. we are going to dye her hair. oh no!! becky is supposed to fix my hair tomorrow. jesus christ what is going on. i will need to try and contact her at some point tomorrow. i used the word tomorrow way too many times.

i feel bad. cuz. i suck. and im a hypocrite. and.. im just as boring and write about things that are just as boring. and so i feel bad. so, im sorry.

hmm.. i think i am going to go.. i am supposed to be writing brian a letter, and making a list of songs im going to put on kerrys next mixtape. then again, i still have like 3 more hours ill probably be awake. i have such a retarded sleeping pattern. oh well, i like the night time better anyway.

love michelle

.. you know you taste like cancer ..

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