so. my brother was in yet another terrible car accident. his friend adrian was driving. they were driving down the highway last night and the tire went out. they apparently flipped over several times on the highway. my brother was hurled through the window. thankfully. he would have died from other cars crashing into them if not. but yes. so he suffered a concussion and was out cold for like 8 minutes he says. he awoke to find that he had a pole through his leg. thats right. a pole. through his god damned leg. how scary is that? as if he didnt come close enough to death already, he made it even worse because he pulled the pole out and so he almost died of blood loss. nice. yeah. but he is okay now. he got back from the hospital this afternoon. damn. he has THE worst luck with cars yo. that is so freaking scary.

i almost walked out on my job today. i really need to get a new job. it is pissing me off severely. i cant stand it.

so i have a funny story my sister told me that happened to her at work. shes such aweirdo. i love her. and this story will be so lame for 2 reasons.. 1, im telling it online so that will just be lame.. and 2, im telling it. and shes so much funnier. but regardless i was almost peeing myself. yeah so she ran up to my register and is like yooo chelle some customer just thought i was crazy. like crazy straight up. and im like.. okay? and shes like okay well when i have an itch on my head, i dont usually scratch it, i tap at it (as she taps at her head) and shes like so i wasnt at my register but then i look and theres a customer there so i run to go ring them up, but my register had locked. but i didnt know that so im just pushing all the buttons and trying to make it work but its not working and its beeping and i dont know why and i start yelling at it like yo whats going on dawg and then my head started itching so i start tapping at my head while i yell at my register.. meanwhile my customer is looking at me and im like yo this dude thinks im straight up crazy.. so then i start laughing to myself cuz i know thats what hes thinking.. then im laughing so hard im almost crying and im about to pee myself but he doesnt know why im laughing so he just sees me as some freak whos tapping her head while cracking up to herself and screaming at her register so then im like yo you think im straight up crazy dont you and my customers like i was really considering it. i dont know.. im cracking up right now just thinking about all this happening. anyway.. guess you had to be there. wow i suck.

im really mad that i am forced to look at mariah careys stupid face when isign onto aol. wow.. i just discovered that. holy gay pride font options. 

i am so in love with the new dashboard confessional cd i got. i love him. he has the best voice and the cutest songs ever. i am so excited to see him tuesday. and alkaline trio. ah this is so exciting. they both make me SO happy. i dont care if i can see or not. if worse comes to worse i will sit in the corner and just listen and sing along and it will be wonderful. yay. 

one of these days i will write something wonderful and meaningful on here, but until then, im gonna sleep. or. well. thats a lie. goodnight.

love michelle.

ps.. i updated my pictures page and i put up most of my art im planning on putting up.. so... yeah.. thats it. peace.

..and the plaster dented from your fist in the hall where you had your first kiss reminds you that the memories will fade..

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