alright.. so.. im a retard.. for 2 main reasons as of right now.. one being that it is past 2am and i was supposed to go to bed early tonight cuz i need to get up at like 8 tomorrow which is way too early for me.. but i didnt.. obviously.. my second reason, which is way lamer.. is that i just reread all of my entries ive written on my webpage.. and thats why ive been up so late.. all of them. i am super lame!!!!! what is wrong with me?? and i made the following observations in my readings...

a.. ive been saying "yay?" since at least august of 2000.. over a year? thats insane
b.. ive had these light blue plugs for alomst exactly a year. word up.
c.. 09.04.00 entry about how this wasnt a journal and i could never express my emotions etc etc..... oops..
d.. i wasnt that close to my sister and was actually not happy with lots of things about her.. we have gotten so much closer and i love her so much right now and im so grateful for it.. i will miss her dearly when i go back to school.. ill need to come home and visit my sisters. i love them much.
e.. i write about peeing an awful lot. way too much. i dont think its healthy actually..
f.. ive had this fear of dehydration thing for a loooooooooong time..
g.. i was waaaaaaaay more boring a while ago than i am now.. and i suck now so i must have sucked wicked bad back then.. why people read this i will never ever know.
h.. i miss my friends... :(

so i saw powell tonight (why do i start every thought with "so..") but yeah, i saw powell.. i miss that kid. he came into stop and shop.. it was funny cuz we were both kind of noticing each other but not really recognizing each other then we were finally like oh my goodness hi!! and hugs took place and very very quick hellos then back to hell.. er work. he was with my new RA. she seemed nice. i miss people. im kinda glad to be going back. still pretty neutral though.. itll be okay.. i hope.

me and the brazilian kids at work have fun. we try and teach each other to say weird things. i was giving lessons on what "super duper" meant. i am the hugest geek ever. i need to stop. they teach me to say bad things. im gonna get jumped or something..

i wonder if its possible to drink too much water. online chris (so as not to be confused with chrystal chris) was telling me before that you could get drunk off water.. if you drank like a majillion gallons of it.. i think i was drunk off it that day at work when i was wicked on drugs. or water as it were..

i think im going to get going.. i really need to pee (i swear to god, it always has to end this way.. i wonder if i had no bladder, would i write forever? i bet youre all thankful i have one.. and that it sucks.) goodnight. i love you and miss you.

love michelle

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