if theres a will theres still nothing l a n e m e y e r

is this what i get for staying sober now
on this lonely road to feeling
is this what i get from following, this broken heart of mine
i'll never fall in love, i'll never fall in love again
now its over, you left me
and im old enought to know the difference
what is wrong, and what its meant to be
still i wake up, alone now
with a headache and the understanding
how our dream is finally gone
hear me out
ive crawled all this way
into your heart
and this is the thanks i get
cause now, it hurts so bad
it's not what i want
i thought you were
what you couldnt be
the only one for me
fake a smile
and figure out
what you came to be
the "one that got away"
slipped from my heart
i crawled all this way into your heart
and this is the thanks i get cause
now, it hurts so bad
cause now, it hurts so bad
when do i come home?
when do i come home again?
when can i come home?
fuck home
theres nothing for me there
theres nothing for me there
crawled all this way
its the thanks i get

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what a shitty summer  l a n e m e y e r

when its over, go and leave me
just don't say that i never wanted you
i'm gonna show you
how much i liked you
too bad i lost you
another dream come true
enough to tell me that you're leaving me today
i guess i never meant that much to you anyway
still the stars will shine over the lake and on your face
god i miss you and god i miss this place

now its over, dont leave me
just don't say that i never wanted you
i think about you for every day now
if itried to forget you
id never know how
hard it is to tell me that you're leaving me today
i guess i never meant that much to you anyway
still the stars will shine over the lake and on your face
god i miss you and god i miss this place

* at least i believe these to be the lyrics.. these are the lyrics from my head tho, seeing as i have yet to have gotten my cd back.. sigh.. there are other songs from that cd i wanted to add to, but i dont wanna mess the lyrics up, so i will have to wait.. sigh.. yeah.. some day.. hopefully.. i miss it.. :(

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wheres my letter  l a n e m e y e r

i lost you
and found you
ive fallen
i am new
so sleep now
and dream me
and summers
sweet memories
just hold me
and breathe me
please trust me
please see me
you are so msart
youre shining
you melt me
when youre smiling
cause i wanna know
what made you pick up that phone
and restart the conversation
rewrite the book
refill the pages with thoughts
erased by our complications
so what do
i say now
so what do
i do now
to show you
to trust me
believe me
why cant you see me
forget the past
lets go back to our place
ill hold you close
and make you so safe
we'll fade away
we'll find that day

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