myself t h e   a t a r i s

 I live my life day by day hating it in every way.
 Sitting all alone keeping to myself, far away from everyone else.
 Even though I feel alone inside, sometimes I find it hard to hide.
 It’s hard to keep my feelings in, I just wanna express myself again.
 I’m gonna speak my mind.
 You should speak your mind! (x2)
 I wonder how I’ll tell you how I feel,
 and how do I know if this feeling’s really real?
 I don’t understand the reasons why instead of speaking your mind you don’t even try...
 ...or even care.
 You don’t even care. (x3)

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Time to burn it all away, time to think of what to say
Time to go right back to yesterday.
Time for movements in the past, time for something that won't last.
Not just fire quick and die off fast.
Things are never what they seem,
I'm stuck inside of someone else's dream.
Problems never go away...
I'm sick of being caught in yesterday.

Every day it's still the same, different faces, different names,
But still stuck here playing these stupid games.
Maybe soon I'll figure out what giving up is all about.
My heart is filled so full of doubt.

Don't turn around, don't look ahead
I won't listen to all the lies I'm fed.
Don't have to listen to you
So don't you fucking tell me what to do.

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Won't you come over?
You know that you want to.
How does it feel to know
I still want you?

Why do we always seem,
To want what we can't have?
Lessons learned.
But then I listen to my heart,
And it says still run back for more.

I'm happy for you.
I'm sure that he really loves you.
But it breaks my heart,
To know I can't hold you.

It's just hard to think
I'll never get the chance
To say your mine.
But every time you hear this song
You'll know you've made a mark
On my heart and my mind.

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